Tuesday, 7 June 2011

#61 …when the hardest thing to do is say good-bye.


For the first time in my life Goodbyes were becoming hard to say. We took only a minute to say hi, but it took forever to utter goodbyes. Be it on phone or in personal. In the beginning Hi and goodbye were the only thing we had to speak to each other. But with time, even the thought of saying goodbye to Akshya would build lumps in my throat. But it was not the same with everyone. With some, I looked forward to saying bye while with some others I was indifferent. But with Akshay, ye dil kept on wanting more. I was unaware of what was going on in my head and heart before Akshay brought my attention to this. He said one day, “Goodbyes seem like that's going to be it forever...that I'm never going to see or hear from you again.” That’s when I realized I never wanted him to go away. That I wanted him to stay with me forever. That I was in love with him. Then on his suggestion, we started saying “see you later”. Atleast it kept our heart calm until our next meet. Infact it filled our hearts with shining hopes of next rendezvous.

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