Friday, 10 June 2011

#65 …when you finally understand how hard it is to lose something you never had.


I don’t know how it all started. I was a happy-go-lucky girl born with a silver spoon in my mouth. First Kindergarten, then school and finally college had their respective roles to play in my life but what really altered the course of my fate was university. No not the curriculum, but a guy who I met there. He was a good friend of mine. Bunking lectures, gossiping endlessly, sneaking out to movies, planning unnecessarily – all was part of our daily life just as with others in our group. I never analyzed my feelings for him until one day when he announced his feelings for a girl form another batch. Though he started interacting a little less with us, my other friends were still there, all the same. But nothing looked similar anymore. Neither was I happy nor lucky now. I underwent huge emotional turmoil. At first I termed my behavior irrational, but then I realized what was wrong with me. I had failed to understand my own feelings!!

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